This is the scary part.  The start of something new.  The beginning of a journey.  Well if I'm being really honest (which is my goal for this blog), this journey is an on-going one.  One I've struggled with for most of my life.  I am making the decision right now that this will no longer be a struggle!  I will enjoy the journey from here on.  I accept myself as I am right now.  I am ever changing in the right direction.

I won't bog you down with a long winded back story.  We all have one.  And most of us have the same goal.  To be fit and healthy.  So today I take the steps in the right direction.  I've already rid my kitchen cupboards of unhealthy things such as oreos, kraft diner, etc.  I tried my first ever spinning class the other day with my sister.  I will admit that she pretty much dragged me because I was too chicken shit to ever do it.  I was pleasantly surprised that I did not hate it!   What I did hate was my ass feeling somewhat bruised for the next few days.  So I am planning to subjecting my sore ass to another spin class tomorrow morning.

I also just became the proud new owner of a nutri-bullet.  A supersonic blending devise that will make me some incredible smoothies!  I am writing a grocery list and will be heading to the store in the next day or two.

Can't wait to use this baby!  Tomorrow I will be going to the gym for the 8:30am hour long spin class while my son plays with his cousins in the daycare. (my sister is doing the kickboxing class)  Afterwards we will head over to her place to take my "before" pictures and measurements.  That's what I am really scared of.  Not the numbers (well maybe a little, but I am no oblivious to what they are), no I'm more afraid of laying them out for everyone to see.  But I said it from the beginning that I am being totally honest, and that begins with my starting line.  I've already hit my rock bottom (my biggest) and I ha already started to go to the gym several months ago.  I lost about 30 lbs.  Felt amazing!  Then I got lazy and stopped going as often and well gained some back.  Luckily not all of it.  So anyways there is no going back, there is only moving forward.  Until tomorrow!

-Fionna :)